this world's ever changing

Dreams

2009-04-11T17:43:00.002+08:00

Yay!

My baby did a great greAT GREAT job today :)
*so proud*

I'M BACK!!!

2009-04-06T09:43:00.002+08:00

BOO!

This blog is sososo dead!
Wellwell, been having weirdweird dreams lately.

BUT!
GREAT things have been happening lately!

I'm sososo looking forward to AUGUST 2010!!!

YOUNGEST EMERALD WE'LL BE

period.

:p

Special Thanks

2009-01-31T11:53:00.004+08:00

Weiming, Xianghao, Wenliang
- For your effort in being there for us at the last moment

Shane
- For attending the wake though it's the Chinese New Year period

Huanzhi
- For the very very much appreciated sms of concern and care
- For being the Bro you always had been, even emotionally though you can't be there physically but's its ok

Shengda
- For your prayers for Jip's family
- For coming to the Wake in cab the moment you knew, though it's CNY

Junjie
- For visiting Popo, when alive and when she's in God's Arms
- For the kind sms, very appreciated

Alvin
- For being the one who helped Jip the moment you got news of it
- For being there for us for the 2 nights, though little words of what had happened was exchanged, but we felt your care & worry for us
- For being there for Jip in the Wee hours in the morning when he needed some man to man talk

Onny
- For attending the wake though it's the Chinese New Year period
- For being there for Jip in the Wee hours in the morning when he needed some man to man talk

Kangming
- For the kind Wisdom and Assurance

Janice, Weiliang, Biying, Yanjiang, Shihui
- For the support you gave to both of us, no words could describe how thankful I am that you are in our life

I'm sure you're Happy :)

2009-01-28T14:25:00.002+08:00

Popo had always been a faithful Christian

I'll always remember how her Bible sits neatly
on her dinning table

Last night, God had taken Popo to rest in His arms

I'm sure she's at a happier place now :)

Popo

2009-01-25T17:06:00.003+08:00

Doc said left with few days given her condition

Friends, pray that she'll pull through CNY ok?

So that many more will be able to be with her at her last moment

Life's so Fragile

Treasure it

Sometimes I really wonder if the girls know what I'm going through

Do they know how much their slightest concern will mean so much for this friendship?

Let's be Emotional

2009-01-25T04:28:00.003+08:00

Was packing my stuffs just now and realised how fast Time has passed by us all... Isn't it? :)

Memories popped up everywhere... Good and Bad of course, some meant to be forgotten, some meant to stay for long...

There and then I reflected how much everybody had grown around me. Boy to Man, Girls\ to Woman. Some still the same as before, some changed.

Sometimes when I chanced upon something from the Past, I would never fail to think of 'What Ifs' or 'How I Wishedes'

Sometime ago, I learnt about being grateful for the things and situations we have now. And I am. I'm so grateful of how my life has changed since I first stepped into Zhenghua till now, being a working adult.

Of course, if given a chance. If given a chance to live again, I'll gladly live some all over again. But of course I'll choose not to live some all over again.

Some ppl you're just so grateful that they're in your life, and you wouldn't mind having them in your afterlife, afterafterlife, afterafterafterlife... Some ppl you'll just hoped and prayd and wished they had never and would never ever enter your life... But for some ppl, they came into your life at certain time, and seems to leave, at the most appropriate time. Bittersweet I feel.

Like I always always say, some ppl are meant to be of the past. To be grateful that they came into your life and made a difference in some aspects. To be grateful of how much goodness was born as they leave, and not feel sadness for it.

They can never never ever be a significant part of your life again. Never ever. I wouldn't want to too :)

zzz

2009-01-19T11:21:00.002+08:00

Seriously nothing much to do in office right now
And the flu virus is attacking

Omg
Feel so SIAN
So I shall go surf the Internet

Oh yah!
Speaking of which
My dearest Jippo is SOOO smart to help me reset my home's internet connection and everything!

Thr333 Cheers to you!!!

:D

-

2009-01-12T17:28:00.001+08:00

Jip's popo is hospital again.

Friends, pray for her ok?

Thanks to those who had been there for us these few months.

Really appreciate your effort in this Friendship

:)

Weekends...

2009-01-04T23:40:00.000+08:00

BOO...

I feel so fulfiled! The weekends of the FIRST month of 2009 (Which is now, which is January :) are all burnt for good reasons!

This weekend, met up with the SPECIAL people of my life, and also met up with Huanzhi & Wenliang (Glad to know that your eye is fine :) a good lesson to remind you to take care of them!)

Next weekend before it is Liang's bdae chalet which I'll attend on Friday only (Most likey to stay overnight), after which the next morning till Sunday is LC Weekend!

Next next weekend's Saturday is my cousin's wedding at Swiss.

Next next next weekend's CNY! Bght office-wear-kind of dresses for this year's CNY. About a totle of $240 for FOUR dresses :p

Oh well... Here's all for now... (:

Anti-Social

2009-01-03T02:03:00.002+08:00

Is it a state of mind or an act of it?

Sometimes I wonder when will I be able to rest my mind. I think it'll give you creeps if you truly know how the mind of mine worked & works.

Like how Mr Jippo can't stand at times (:

Anyway my RED streaks are back. Not really red red, but magenta red? It's done much better than the previous I felt.

After this, NO MORE DINGING DONGING TO MY HAIR! I hereby declare that other than daily 2-in-1 Satinique Shampoo-ing (Sometimes a change to the Colour Care System) + Hi-Gloss Serum application to damp hair & Weekly Satinique Intensive Repair Masque Treatment, I'm not going to let my hair hair go through anything else! Till perhaps after September 09 (:

But for now, back to the topic.

I guess not alot of you (If ever there are people reading this) will be able to see my red streaks. Why? Don't ask me why, I'm not sure too.

I just felt that my time is worth spending on other more important people in my life.

People who truly care, and listened.

It's amazing how Humans react to Adversities.

It's sometimes funny when you look back, and realised how only one event could literally 'Change your life'.

It comes with also a tinge of sadness, how relationships which are almost (I'm not saying it is, it's almost only) only like a stone, which is affected by the surroundings. However it is being craved or erroded, it will become what it is eventually.

Like how it did happened. On me.

On a joyous note, some but only a few relationships are like the pile of sand. It'll always be able to return to it's original form. No matter what you write on it.

And I'm glad I met a few like that (:

Happy NEW year~

2009-01-01T15:00:00.004+08:00

2009 is here for

A time to
listen & give more

A time to
reflect on the past year

A time to
be grateful for what you have

A time to
set new directions in years to come

A time to
pick yourself up and become stronger :)

2008 had been

A time of being Twenty-One
learning through ups & downs

A time of being Twenty-One
through a great learning curve

A time of being Twenty-One
and learning to be BIG-Hearted

A time of being Twenty-One
of happiness & sadness, gains & loss

&

A time of being Twenty-One
and grateful for the family & friends I Have

2008 had
really been a great year of everything

2008 had
taught me the value of family & friends

2008 had
been filled with adversities to overcome

2008 had...
Been a true Growing-Up year for Me

As usual, 2009 resolutions

1. Be a strong leader
2. Be a less choleric lady
3. Be a BIG-Hearted person

4. Backpack trip
5. Driving license
6. Renovate room

Happy NEW year to All~

Am I that bad?

2008-12-28T19:51:00.001+08:00

Am I?

Or they are not worth my tears...

Life

2008-12-26T01:55:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered why are Emotions existing in Humans? How I wish I'm not feeling the way I am right now... Kind of Emo-ing I guess

I'm that kind who is easily affected of how people would see me as, and I'm super sensitive and defensive about it

i.e. I'm affected by what she blogged about and I feel that she's talking about me and I'm NOT happy about it as she should think of what's the situation we're facing now and she didn't even showed any concern about it!!!

Argh. Enough Negative Thoughts. Period.

Well, maybe I didn't spell out CLEARLY ENOUGH what is happening now. Whatever. Anyway the people who knew and cared are only my 2 always-had-been-there-brothers, Huanzhi & Junjie :)

How I wish I can hug both of you tight now!!!

Anyway, Merry After Christmas Day to you

HAHA

2008-12-15T10:00:00.002+08:00

I'm in pain
I'm terribly out of my mind

Thus, see below

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Around August 2004

Around November 2008

Spot the Diff!!!
HAHA!!!

Splashy

2008-12-15T09:34:00.002+08:00

Shoots

Having DIAHORREA (however you spell it)

As the titles says, it sound like that

Imagine?

Omg

Churn churn churn

Directions

2008-12-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

How? Should I?

Times are bad now you know... But the choleric side of me, felt like I'm just like a Olvl Temp! BUTBUT... The environment's quit good o_o

I kind of can't wait for the New Year to come.

New start, new etc. etc. etc.

Well~

Let's see...

The word 'Friends'

2008-12-08T01:53:00.003+08:00

As the title says...

Truth is Friends are Lasting and are for Life
Setback is Friends are people who Comes and Goes

This reminds me of what Miss Yeo told us when we were in Sec 1

The very young her once wrote in some chinese essay

Our life is like a journey of a Train in a Country
As we go stop by each station, passengers are boarding and alighting

Friends are like the passengers
Some board earlier, Some board later
Some alights earlier, Some alights later

And Some no matter if they board earlier or later
They alights at the last station of your journey in Life

Thgh somehow it's emptiness that dawns on
But somehow that the way of Life as we all mature

But I'm really grateful that Some are still around
during this difficult point of Life

Thanks to You know who you are :)

smile!

2008-09-19T17:38:00.002+08:00

Hey...

Currently at work... Been almost slacking
the WHOLE day... Hahas!

Well, nothing much at work actually...
Just some occasional one-time off tasks...

I played 'Ranch Rush' the WHOLE day
at work yesterday! :x the whole department
left with me and another colleague, so might
as well do my things then! :D

I feel damn guilty now...
Anyway, I'm considering furthering my
Bachelor in Early Childhood Education...

Most likely oveseas! That'll be in about
probably 5 years time? When everything's
settled down :)

Hhmm... likely to ROM & GET MARRIED
in early 2010 instead...

Don't wanna 'leave' my mum so soon! :)

Blog again...

You can't Lead what you Need

2008-08-05T14:53:00.001+08:00

Hi There!

As usual... Lots of changing
and lots of learning these
few weeks!

:)

My Cubicle

2008-07-04T15:40:00.002+08:00

Well well... Life @ RP is sooo different!

Like now, I have NOTHING to do -.-"
That's why I'm here... Blogging! Haha

Well LIFE's been getting exciting! :)
Not sure how to relate to you, but one
day you'll understand :)

And yup! We've plans of ROM-ing
first around december next year if
time and stuff allows :)

Most likely a small party @ one of
the JTC cafe club there... Heard from
Jip that the place's rather nice, and
most importantly its easy for guests
to travel there... :)

Haha... And planning starts now! :D
Tune-in for more details at the later
stage! :D

Take care folks!

HA HA !!!

2008-06-29T01:35:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn... I realised that it has been TWO plus
years since I last 'STEPPED' into this blog of
mine :)

Well well well... LOTSA changes!!!
Haha... I really don't know why the hell am I
'blogging' again :p Just bored... I guess...

Well like I mentioned, lots of changes for this
past TWO years... (Even the way I type -.-")

Where should I start from? I don't even
know! I guess I'm here cause I've kind of
been thinking about things during my sec
school days... Haha... It's REAL funny to
recall about those small little things when
you're young...

I guess... This will be a place where I talk
about stuff which I won't really say what
it is? (If you don't really understand what
I mean, it's perfectly fine! :)

Oh well... I'll come by once a week I guess...

Weird stuffs has been happening these days...
It's not bad stuffs... But just stuffs which
forces you to grow as a person...

Stuffs that makes you wonder... Basically for
a start, I'm a very very very think-too-much
person... So naturally, I'll just think about
things... Practically every minute?

Hhmm... All I can say is...
LOTS of things has changed!

Oh yah, if you're miraculously reading this
entry, please tag! Haha... Whatever it is...

Happy reading :)

hohoho

2006-01-13T12:18:00.000+08:00

haha... i'm back~!!!
lol... didt blog for quite
a looong time~~~~~~~

well well... busy busy as usual...
projects projects projects...
almost everyday project
project project... -.-"

i NEED my HOLIDAYS!!!

currently in IT class...
lol... apparently most of the coms
didt have the adobe premier prog
therefore... she gave us R&R... haha

hhmm...
lots of changes goin on still...
i guess thats part of growin up...

been learnin to take things
REAL REAL REAL easy~~~
guess i'm too uptight and watever
in the past... tsk tsk...

so... watever u tell mi now...
depends on wat it is...
i'll usually say
"aiya... part of life...",
"they'll soon understand"
blahblahblah... haha

zzz... gtg go my project... zzz

pox pox pox

2005-11-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

backback... it's been long since i blogged eh?
tired... didt even get to chekc my email...

anyway...
i'm a certified victim of chicken pox virus...
-.-

2 weeks of MC...
then there comes
2 weeks of term break...

which means?
i get 1 mth break!
sounds fun?
nope...

i had already missed 1 presentation...
and i WILL be missin another more
major presentation... argh~!

IT case study to be done at home...
field practicum to be done
durin term break...

itchy~! itchy~! itchy~!
*gone*

tired

2005-11-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

i'm damn PISSED
super duper pissed...

i wash my hands out of it...
quit aerobics... too much
to handle... alone...

ask them to volunteer?
when they didt even initiate?

sorry~ thats not my workin style
therefore... i QUIT

after sometime...
i found out the real meanin...

some ppl seemed close-minded...
but they definately aren't...

while others... especially those who
acted as if they're very open-minded...

are... in fact so close n naive...
some thght they had seen the world...
but they haven't... n they go on n on
sayin how somethings are watever-they-call-it

nvm...
these kind of ppl...
will be my MOTIVATION...

someday...
on day...
i'll send YOU a postcard...
while i'm enjoyin... :)

*gone*

:)

2005-10-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

wellwell... no work today... :D

he's coming home~! haha...

*gone*

the good the bad

2005-10-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

wellwell... these few days had been
good and bad... i guess it's the
balancin of nature... -.-

anyway...
had LOTS & LOTS & LOTS
of FUN with the gals... :D

haha...

ate at bp ljs...

went town...

took neoprints...
(we were practically screaming
while we raced against the timin
of the shots and decoration)

bght bottoms...
(tsk tsk... another skirt for mi)

then off to home sweet home...

anyway... i rushed home... y?
i forgot to help jip enrol for his
IS modules!!! damn... i was total
in shock when the gals talked abt
the enrolment at ljs...

naturally... being mi...
i broke down lah... haha -.-

watever the case is... at least
i was lucky engh to be able to
enrol 1 of his preferred module...
(social psychology)

but.. for the other 1... i enrolled
him in psychology in creativity...

only when i enrolled it...
i realised that his other perferred
one was not under lifeskills...

meaning... i cld had the chance...
jus that i didt noe abt it...
*guilty guilty*

wellwell...
good and bad day like i said...
*gone*

where were you?

2005-10-15T22:29:00.000+08:00

the lights shined on me...

there i was...
tasting the feel of recognition...

where were you?

the pats from them landed on my back...

there i stood...
feeling the desire so strong in me...

where were you?

how i wished...
you were there...
with me...

how i wish...

2005-10-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

as usual... been very tired these days...

seriously... after workin in the playgrp...
i'm startin to feel whether if this's for
mi... but on the bright side... some
how or rather... at the end of the
day... u'lll feel alrite again...

lots of things happenin to my
personal life... social life...

i miss jippo...
tis period of time kinda made mi
realised the whole thing about our
relationship...

hai...

how i wish... everyone in this world
will live life positively...

how i wish... ppl around mi would
understand each other more...

how i wish... that i could jus say
all my feelins...

but somehow... this world's jus
not like how i wish it would be...

*gone*

2005-10-10T14:42:00.000+08:00

hhmm...
jippo left for cambodia le... >.<

veryvery tired these few days...

don noe wat to blog abt...
jus feel like blogin somethin...

oh well... watever...
*gone*

2005-10-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

hhmm... tired tird tired...
this holis as if it aint a holi...

playgroup job
8.30am-1pm
mon-fri

kumon job @ yewtee
5pm-9pm
tues & thurs

kumon job @ cck
3pm-9pm
wed
&
9am-1pm
sat

THE ABOVE is my HOLIDAYS...

hhmm... anyway... i didt wan
to rot my holis away too...
its a gd experience and
furture resume too :)

hhmm... my jippo lim's
gonna go cambodia soon~

i guess... if u didnt see mi
cry or tear at the airport...
never be surprised k? haha...

don ask mi y... hhmm...
jus a gut feelin? anyway...
i believe that the shitty feel
will sink in soon after he's
away for few days... :(

btw... haha... guess wat he did?
he bght mi a packet of goodies!!!

haha... it consist of...
5 choco Baby
2 choco M&Ms
1 peanut Snickers
1 choco Panda Biscuit
1 choco Yan Yan Biscuit
1 red packet Smarties... :)

i asked y did he buy so much...
he said it's for the 2 wk period
when he isnt around :)
hehe... :p

*gone*

2005-10-06T13:49:00.000+08:00

dreamt abt my results at
abt 6+++am today...

haha... dreamt that i got 5 As...

pulled myself up to go to
work at 8am... compeletely
forgotten that i'll be receivin
my results via sms...

hai... no As...
sometimes i really wonder...
wat for i work so hard for
my projects...

*gone*

2005-10-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

finally... i drew my layout...

nice?

haha... it feels so good...

:D